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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    12:35 pm
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    stifling the giggles
    You're slaphappy,Melanie told meWhen…I couldn't finish the thoughtIt sobered me instantaneously, and
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    I was still rushing as I headed for the bathing roomI trusted Doc, but… Maybe he would
    change his mindMaybe Jared would argue against what I wantedI diaper bag gucci couldn't be all day
    I thought I heard something behind me when I reached the octopus-like juncture where all the
    sleeping halls metI looked back, but I couldn't see anyone in the dim cavePeople were
    beginning to stirSoon it would be time for breakfast and another day of workIf they'd finished
    with the stalks, the tiffany 925 ground in the east fields would need to be turnedMaybe I would have time
    to help… later…
    I followed the familiar path to the underground rivers, my mind in a million other placesI
    couldn't seem to concentrate on anything in particularEvery time I tried to focus on a
    subject–Walter, Jared, breakfast, chores, womens rolex watches baths–some other thought would pull my head away in
    secondsMelanie was right; I needed to sleepShe was just as muddledHer thoughts all spun
    around Jared, but she could make nothing coherent of them, either
    I'd gotten used to the bathing roomThe utter blackness of it didn't bother me anymoreSo
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    panes into Cat's roomScarlett shuddered and drew her dark child
    closeHer hands were not enough to hold back
    the sound"We've lost our harvest," Scarlett saidShe was standing
    on a table in the middle of Ballyhara's wide street, facing the people
    of the town"But discount fendi there's plenty to be savedThe grass will still
    dry to hay, and we'll have straw from the wheat stalks even though
    there'll be no kernels to grind for flourI'm going now to Trim and
    Navan and Drogheda to buy supplies for the winterThere'll be no
    hunger in BallyharaThat I promise you, my word as The O 'hara
    They cheered her thenBut at night by their hearths they handbag dolce gabbana talked
    about
    the witch and the changeling and the tower where the changeling had
    stirred the ghost of the hanged lord to vengeancehe clear skies and
    relentless eat returned, and lastedThe front page of the Timer was
    made up ntirely of reports and speculations on the weatherPages
    two
    and hree had more and more items about outrages against landlords'
    roperty and agentsScarlett glanced at the watches gucci newspaper every day,
    then
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    to have stockpiles of flour and meal, she iscovered that the supplies
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    that
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    It's as bad as it was in Georgia after the War, she thoughtBecause then we were fighting the Yankees, who stole or
    urned
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    12:35 pm
    @@@@@ The babel of chatter was dense already,
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    The babel of chatter was dense already, saturated in the smokeSomewhere, far off in the jungle, some artillery fired once, the sound thudding in Hearn's head like a jaded angry nerveDivision's nightly smoker, he muttered to himself
    He had played only a few hands with moderate luck when there was an interruptionThe General for the first time had come into the tent"Attention!" somebody bawled
    "At ease, gentlemen," the General murmuredHe stared about the tent, his nostrils wrinkling faintly at the odor"Hearn," the General called
    "Sir?"
    "I need you He waved his hand slightly, his voice brisk and impersonalWhile Hearn was still buttoning on his shirt, he left the tent
    "Go ahead, run to poppa," Mantelli grinnedNormally, the fact that the General had come to him would have been pleasing, but the General's voice had humiliated himFor a moment he actually considered remaining in the tent"I'll get back that money later," he said to Mantelli
    "Not tonight, huh?" one of the other officers at the table gibed
    "My master's voice," Hearn said
    He finished buttoning his shirt, kicked his chair back into place, and walked through the tentIn one corner a few officers were drinking up one of their ration bottles of whisky
    He heard them singing and then he was fumbling with the folds of the double curtain at the blackout exitAfter the lights inside, he was blinded as he emerged into the dark cool air, so blinded that he almost collided with the General, who had been waiting for him
    "Sorry, I thought you'd gone on ahead," Hearn muttered The General strolled slowly toward his own tent, and Hearn constrained his pace to keep from walking too fastHad the General heard him say "My master's voice"? Aaah, to hell with
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    is, it will all work out for the bestYou're going to be fine As I said the words, I willed them
    to be true
    “I don't know what to hope for,” he whispered
    As I stared into the dark at nothing in particular, trying to understand what he wouldn't say, a
    faint glow caught my omega automatic seamaster eye at the far end of the hallway–dim but conspicuous in the black caveQuick, hide behind the boxes
    Jamie's head snapped up, toward the yellow light that was getting brighter by the secondI
    listened for the accompanying footsteps but heard nothing
    “I'm not going to hide,” he breathed“Get behind me, Wanda
    “No!”
    “Jamie!” Jared shouted“I know you're womens rolex watches back here!”
    My legs felt hollow, numbDid it have to be Jared? It would be so much easier for Jamie if Kyle
    were the one to kill me
    “Go away!” Jamie shouted back
    The yellow light sped up and turned into a circle on the far wall
    Jared stalked around the corner, the flashlight in his hand sweeping back and forth across the
    rock floorHe was clean again, fake louis vuitton bags wearing a faded red shirt I recognized–it had hung in the room
    where I'd lived for weeks and so was a familiar sightHis face was also familiar–it wore exactly
    the same expression it had since the first moment I'd shown up here
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    the silver behind my eyes, birkin bag hermes because I felt Jamie jump–just a little start, and then he set himself
    more firmly than before
    “Get away from it!” Jared roared
    “Shut up!” Jamie yelled back“You don't know her! Leave her alone!”
    He clung to me while I tried to unlock his hands
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    12:42 pm
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    and refreshing You nasty thing, she added in her headThe
    bedroom
    that she still thought of as hers now belonged to Susie, Suellen's
    oldest child, and Scarlett had felt like a strangerSuellen used louis vuitton knew it,
    too, Scarlett was sureBut it didn't matterShe needed to stay on
    good terms with Suellen if she was going to carry out her planShe
    smiled at her sister"What's so funny, Scarlett? Do I have a spot on
    my nose or something?" Suellen's voice set Scarlett's teeth on edge,
    but omega seamaster gold she held on to her smileI was just
    remembering
    a silly dream I had last nightI dreamt we were all children again,
    and that Mammy was switching my legs with a switch from the peach
    tree
    Do you remember how much those switches stung?" Suellen laughedLune uses them on the girlsI can gucci backpacks almost feel the sting on
    my own legs when she does Scarlett watched her sister's face"I'm
    surprised I don't have a million scars to this day," she said"I was
    such a horrid little girlI don't know how you and Carreen could put
    up with me She buttered a biscuit as if it were her only omega sale concernú
    Suellen looked suspicious"You did torment us, ScarlettAnd
    somehow
    you managed to make the fights come out looking like our faultEven when we got olderI drove you and
    Carreen
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    9:59 am
    @@@@@ "Ah don't know," Wilson murmured; "that
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    "Ah don't know," Wilson murmured; "that Roth ain't much good, but the other fellow, that Goldstein or Goldberg or whatever the hell his name is, he ain't a bad boyAh was workin' with him today, and we got to talkin' about the best way to lay down a corduroy
    "I wouldn't trust a fuggin one of them," Gallagher said fiercely
    Red yawned and drew his feet up"It's beginning to rain," he said
    A few drops were pattering on the tentThe sky was a unique color; it had the leaden-greenish surface of stained glass, but there was a sheen, too, as though an intense light were shining on the other side of the pane"It's gonna rain like a sonofabitch," he said"You guys got your tent anchored okay?"
    "Ah reckon so," Wilson saidA soldier went running by outside, and the sound of his footsteps evoked a moody spirit in RedIt was the old sound, a man trying to get under cover before a storm"All I ever done my whole life was get a wet ass," he muttered
    "You know," Wilson said, "ol' Stanley is really feelin' his piss now that he's in for corporalAh heard him tellin' one of the replacements all about the Motome invasion'It was rough,' Stanley said"Ah was glad to hear that Stanley thought so, 'cause Ah hadn't made up mah mind about it"Stanley ain't gonna give me any of his crapGallagher and Wilson still believed he had been afraid to fight StanleyWhen he had heard that Stanley was going to make corporal he had been amused and contemptuous; it had seemed just rightStanley would be noncom material"More men get to heaven by sucking first at the other end," he mumbled to himself
    Only it wasn't that simpleHe realized abruptly that he had wanted to be chosen for corporalHe almost laughed aloud, a little bitterly, as if there would never be an end to the surprises in himselfThe Army's got me, he thought
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    12:43 pm
    @@@@@Finally, when clearance for takeoff was
    @@@@@Finally, when clearance for takeoff
    was around the chronological corner, it was discovered that there was a malfunction in the far
    starboard engine; no one argued while the problem was traced, found and repairedThe elapsed
    time, however, was an additional three hours
    Except for the churning of his mind, the flight itself was uneventful for Jason; only his guilt
    interfered with his thoughts of what was before him—Paris, Argenteuil, a café with the pro
    vocative name of Le Coeur du Soldat, The Soldier’s HeartThe guilt was most painful on the short
    flight from Montserrat to Martinique when they passed over Guadeloupe and the island of Basse-
    TerreHe knew that only a few thousand feet below were Marie and his children, preparing to fly
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    back to Tranquility Isle, to the husband and father who would not be thereHis infant daughter,
    Alison, would, of course, know nothing, but Jamie would; his wide eyes would grow larger and
    cloud over as words tumbled out about fishing and swimming and Marie—Christ, I can’t think
    about her! It hurts too much!
    She’d think he had betrayed her, run away to seek a violent confrontation with an enemy from
    long ago in another far-off life that was no longer their lifeShe would think like old Fontaine, who
    had tried to persuade him to take his family thousands of miles away from where the Jackal
    prowled, but neither of them understoodThe aging Carlos might die, but on his deathbed he would
    leave a legacy, a bequest that would hinge on the mandatory death of Jason Bourne—David Webb
    and his familyI’m right, Marie! Try to understand meI have to find him, I have to kill him! We
    can’t live in our personal prison for the rest of our lives!
    “Monsieur Simon?” said the stoutish well-tailored Frenchman, an older man with a closecropped
    white chin beard, pronouncing the name Seemohn
    “That’s right,” replied Bourne, shaking the hand extended to him in a narrow deserted hallway
    somewhere in Orly Airport
    “I am Bernardine, Fran?ois Bernardine, an old colleague of our mutual friend, Alexander the
    Saint
    “Alex mentioned you,” said Jason, smiling tentatively“Not by name, of course, but he told me
    you might bring up his sainthoodIt was how I’d know you were—his colleague
    “How is he? We hear stories, of course“Banal gossip, by and large
    Wounded in the futile Vietnam, alcohol, dismissed, disgraced, brought back a hero of the Agency,
    so many contradictory things
    “Most of them true; he’s not afraid to admit thatHe’s a cripple now, and he doesn’t drink, and
    he was a heroAgain stories, rumors, who can believe what? Flights of fancy out of Beijing, Hong
    Kong—some concerning a man named Jason BourneOur saint said you would need lodgings, clothes purchased en
    scène, as it were, French to the core
    “A small but varied closet,” agreed Jason“I know where to go, what to buy, and I have
    sufficient mon
    10:00 am
    @@@@@ Edmund had greatly the advantage of her in
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    Edmund had greatly the advantage of her in this respectHe had
    not to wait and wish with vacant affections for an object worthy to
    succeed her in themScarcely had he done regretting Mary Crawford,
    and observing to Fanny how impossible it was that he should ever
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    Jane Austen
    meet with such another woman, before it began to strike him whether
    a very different kind of woman might not do just as well, or a great
    deal better: whether Fanny herself were not growing as dear, as important
    to him in all her smiles and all her ways, as Mary Crawford
    had ever been; and whether it might not be a possible, an hopeful
    undertaking to persuade her that her warm and sisterly regard for
    him would be foundation enough for wedded love
    I purposely abstain from dates on this occasion, that every one
    may be at liberty to fix their own, aware that the cure of unconquerable
    passions, and the transfer of unchanging attachments, must
    vary much as to time in different peopleI only entreat everybody
    to believe that exactly at the time when it was quite natural that it
    should be so, and not a week earlier, Edmund did cease to care
    about Miss Crawford, and became as anxious to marry Fanny as
    Fanny herself could desire
    With such a regard for her, indeed, as his had long been, a regard
    founded on the most endearing claims of innocence and helplessness,
    and completed by every recommendation of growing worth,
    what could be more natural than the change? Loving, guiding, protecting
    her, as he had been doing ever since her being ten years old,
    her mind in so great a degree formed by his care, and her comfort
    depending on his kindness, an object to him of such close and peculiar
    interest, dearer by all his own importance with her than any
    one else at Mansfield, what was there now to add, but that he should
    learn to prefer soft light eyes to sparkling dark onesAnd being
    always with her, and always talking confidentially, and his feelings
    exactly in that favourable state which a recent disappointment gives,
    those soft light eyes could not be very long in obtaining the preeminence
    Having once set out, and felt that he had done so on this road to
    happiness, there was nothing on the side of prudence to stop him or
    make his progress slow; no doubts of her deserving, no fears of opposition
    of taste, no need of drawing new hopes of happiness from
    dissimilarity of temperHer mind, disposition, opinions, and habits
    wanted no half-concealment, no self-deception on the present,
    no reliance on future improvementEven in the midst of his late
    infatuation, he had acknowledged Fanny’s mental superiorityWhat
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    Mansfield Park
    must be his sense of it now, therefore? She was of course only too
    good for him; but as nobody minds having what is too good for
    them, he was very steadily earnest in the pursuit of the blessing, and
    it was not possible that encouragement from her should be long
    wantingTimid, anxious, doubting as she was, it was still impossible
    that such tenderness as hers should not, at times, hold out the
    strongest hope of success, though it remained for a later period to
    tell him the whole delightful and astonishing truthHis happiness
    in knowing himself to have been so long the beloved of such a heart,
    must have been great enough to warrant any strength of language in
    which he could clothe it to her or to himself; it must have been a
    delightful happinessBut there was happiness elsewhere which no
    description can reachLet no one presume to give the feelings of a
    young woman on receiving the assurance of that affection of which
    she has scarcely allowed herself to entertain a hope
    Their own inclinations ascertained, there were no difficulties behind,
    no drawback of poverty or parentIt was a match which Sir
    Thomas’s wishes had even forestalledSick of ambitious and mercenary
    connexions, prizing more and more the sterling good of principle
    and temper, and chiefly anxious to bind by the strongest securities
    all that remained to him of domestic felicity, he had pondered
    with genuine satisfaction on the more than possibility of the two
    young friends finding their natural consolation in each other for all
    that had occurred of disappointment to either; and the joyful consent
    which met Edmund’s application, the high sense of having
    realised a great acquisition in the promise of Fanny for a daughter,
    formed just such a contrast with his early opinion on the subject
    when the poor little girl’s coming had been first agitated, as time is
    for ever producing between the plans and decisions of mortals, for
    their own instruction, and their neighbours’ entertainment
    Fanny was indeed the daughter that he wantedHis charitable
    kindness had been rearing a prime comfort for himselfHis liberality
    had a rich repayment, and the general goodness of his intentions
    by her deserved itHe might have made her childhood happier; but
    it had been an error of judgment only which had given him the
    appearance of harshness, and deprived him of her early love; and
    now, on really knowing each other, their mutual attachment be413
    Jane Austen
    came very strongAfter settling her at Thornton Lacey with every
    kind attention to her comfort, the object of almost every day was to
    see her there, or to get her away from it
    Selfishly dear as she had long been to Lady Bertram, she could
    not be parted with willingly by herNo happiness of son or niece
    could make her wish the marriag
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    12:35 pm
    @@@@@And there was something odd about how I was
    @@@@@And there was
    something odd about how I was holding that
    familiar length of polished railAs I approached
    the bottom of the staircase, I realized what it
    wasFair or not, it's a rightie's world - guitars
    are made for righties, and school desks, and the
    control panels on American carsThe banister of
    the house I'd lived in with my family was no
    exception; it was on the right because, although
    my company had built the house from my plans, my
    wife and both our daughters were right-handers,
    and majority rules
    But still, my hand was trailing down the banister
    Of course, I thoughtBecause it's a dreamJust
    like this afternoonYou know?
    Gandalf was no dream, I thought back, and the
    voice of the stranger in my house - closer than
    57
    ever - repeated "Newly wed, nearly dead" over and
    overWhoever it was, the person was in the living
    roomI didn't want to go in there
    No, Gandalf was no dream, I thoughtMaybe it was
    my phantom right hand having these thoughtsThe
    dream was killing him
    Had he died on his own, then? Was that what the
    voice was trying to tell me? Because I didn't
    think Gandalf had died on his ownI thought he
    had needed help
    I went into my old living roomI wasn't conscious
    of moving my feet; I went in the way you move in
    dreams, as if it's really the world moving around
    you, streaming backward like some extravagant
    trick of projectionAnd there, sitting in Pam's
    old Boston rocker, was Reba the Anger-Management
    Doll, now grown to the size of an actual child
    Her feet, clad in black Mary Janes, swung back and
    forth just above the floor at the end of horrible
    boneless pink legsHer shallow eyes stared at me
    Her lifeless strawberry curls bounced back and
    forthHer mouth was smeared with blood, and in my
    dream I knew it wasn't human blood or dog's blood
    but the stuff that had oozed out of my mostly raw
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    plate when the meat was gone
    The bad frog chased us! Reba criedIt has TEEF!
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    when I sat up with a cold puddle of October
    moonlight in my la
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    “You’ll have it—”
    “And perhaps something more,” continued the old disbarred attorney“My client has no idea I
    came here, no knowledge of what’s happened, all of which might fuel the fires of his largess if I
    described what I’ve experienced and observedHe’d be frightened out of his mind even to be
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    129
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    “Am I then to be rewarded for saving your life, monsieur?”
    “If I had anything of value—other than my legal expertise, which is yours—I’d happily share it
    If I’m given anything, that still holds, Cousin
    “Merci bien, Cousin
    “D’accord, mon ami, but never let the Irish nuns hear us
    “You don’t look like a poor man, Judge,” said John St
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    “You’ve lost your woman, too, then?”
    “Not that it’s any of your damn business, but my wife left me twenty-nine years ago, and my
    thirty-eight-year-old son, now a successful attorney on Wall Street, uses her name and when
    questioned by tiffany price curious people tells them he never knew meI haven’t seen him since he was ten; it
    was not in his interest, you understand
    “Quel bullshit, CousinThat boy got his brains from me, not from the airhead who bore himMy French pureblood here has his own reasons—obviously based on
    betrayal—for cooperating with youI have equally strong reasons for wanting to help you, too, but
    I must also consider myselfMy aged new friend can go back and live fake hermes what’s left of his life in
    Paris, whereas I have no place to go but Boston and the few opportunities I’ve developed over the
    years to eke out a livingTherefore my deep-seated motives for wanting to help must themselves
    take a backseatWith what I know now I wouldn’t last five minutes in the streets of Boston
    “Breakthrough,” said John StJacques, staring at Prefontaine“I’m sorry, Judge, we don’t need
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    neck get warmMy fingers curled around his, though I wasn't really using him for support
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    “Ah…” I frowned“I don't really knowI suppose there's still a mat by the ho–in the storage
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    “I'll get her where she needs to go,” Ian said
    Jared's face was careful, the way he looked at me when he didn't want me to know what he
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    “Why don't you get lunch?” Jared suggested to IanI'll take her wherever
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    Ian chuckled, a low, dark soundAnd honestly, Jared, Wanda needs a bit more help
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    9:51 am
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    @@@@@You'll wear it in due timeSend
    word when you capitulateI am going to Dublin to open my house
    there
    and prepare for the SeasonA letter will find me on Merrion Square
    he bowed to her with full courtly flourishes and left, laughing
    Scarlett held her head proudly high until she heard the door close
    behind himThen she ran to shut and lock the IL doorsSafe from
    the
    eyes of the servants, she threw herself onto thick carpet and sobbed
    wildlyNow could she have been so wrc about everything? Now could
    she have told herself that she learn to love a man who had no love in
    him? And what was going to do now? Her mind was filled with the
    picture of Cat on stairs, crowned and laughing with delightWhat
    should she do? "Rhett," Scarlett cried brokenly, "Rhett, we need you
    so scarlett gave no outward sign of her shame, but she condemned
    herself savagely for the emotions she'd felt for Luke
    When she was alone, she picked at the memory like a half-healed
    scab,
    punishing herself with the pain of itWhat a fool she'd been to
    imagine a happy life as a family, to build a future on that one
    breakfast when Cat divided the eggs on their three platesAnd what
    laughable conceit, to think she could make him love herThe whole
    world would ridicule her if it was knownShe had fantasies of
    revenge: she would tell everyone in Ireland that he had asked her to
    marry him and been refused; she would write to Rhett and he would
    come
    kill Fenton for calling his child a bastard; she would laugh in Fenton's
    face before the altar and tell him that she could never bear another
    child, that he'd made a fool of himself by marrying her; she would
    invite him to dinner and poison hisfood
    hatred burned in her heartScarlett extended it to all the English,
    and she threw herself passionately into renewed support of Colum's
    Fenian Brotherhood"But I have no use for your money, Scarlett
    darling," he told her"The work now is in planning the moves of the
    Land LeagueYou heard us talking on New Year's, do you not
    remember?"
    "Tell me again, ColumThere must be something I can do to helpLand League membership was open only to tenant
    farmers, and there would be no action until rents came due in the
    springOne farmer on each estate would pay, all the others would
    refuse, and if the landlord evicted, all would go to live at the
    cottage where the rent was paid upScarlett couldn't see the reason
    for thatThe landlord would just rent to someone el
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
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    The insect was dying under the last handful of earth he had poured over it

    Wilson finished the last canteen of whisky by himself while he was on guard that nightIt made him a little drunk again, and it revived his restlessnessHe sat on the edge of his foxhole, and peered irritably through the barbed wire, shifting his position every few minutesHis head was lolling from side to side, and he found it difficult to prada logo keep his eyes openThere was a bush about fifteen yards beyond the barbed wire and it bothered himIt threw a shadow which extended into the jungle and made it impossible for him to see a certain section of the perimeterThe more he gazed at it, the more irritable he becameGoddam bush, he told himself, think you're gonna hide a Jap, don't ya? He shook his headNo goddam Jap's gonna sneak up on me
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    To the men in recon, who were sleeping about ten yards back of him, the sound of the machine gun was terrifyingIt tore them violently out mulberry bag of their sleep as if an electric charge had bored through them, ground their heads into the dirt, and then pulled them to their kneesThey did not know that Wilson was firing; they thought it was a Japanese attack again, and they staggered through several terrible seconds between sleep and wakefulness while all kinds of thoughts and fears went through their heads
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    9:54 am
    @@@@@ It was a horrible dayThe worst of my life
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    It was a horrible dayThe worst of my life on this planet, even including my first day in the
    caves and the last hot, dry day in the desert, hours from death
    The helicopter circled and circledSometimes more than an hour would pass, and I would think
    it was finally overThen the sound would come back, and I would see the Seeker's obstinate
    face in my head, her protruding eyes scouring the blank desert for some sign of humansI tried
    to will her away, concentrating hard on my memories of the desert's featureless, colorless plain,
    as if I could somehow make sure she saw nothing else, as if I could bore her into leaving
    Brandt never took his suspicious stare off of meI could always feel it, though I rarely looked at
    himIt got a little better when Ian came back with both breakfast and lunchHe was all dirty
    from packing in case of an evacuation–whatever that meantDid they have anywhere to go? Ian
    scowled so hard he looked like Kyle when Brandt explained in clipped phrases why he was
    thereThen Ian dragged another empty cot beside mine, so that he could sit in Brandt's line of
    sight and block his view
    The helicopter, Brandt's distrustful watch, these were not really so badOn an ordinary day–if
    there was really such a thing anymore–either one of these might have seemed agonizingToday,
    they were nothing
    By noon, Doc had given Walter the last of the brandyIt seemed like only minutes later that
    Walter was writhing, moaning, and gasping for breathHis fingers bruised and chafed mine, but
    if I ever pulled away, his moans turned to shrill screamsI ducked out once to use the latrine;
    Brandt followed me, which made Ian feel like he had to come, tooBy the time we got
    back–after nearly running the whole way–Walter's screams no longer sounded humanDoc's
    face was hollow with echoed agonyWalter quieted after I spoke to him for a moment, letting
    him think his wife was nearIt was an easy lie, a kind oneBrandt made little noises of irritation,
    but I knew that he was wrong to be upsetNothing mattered beside Walter's pai
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    12:43 pm
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    the streetShe sighed and pulled her shawl more closely around her
    Looks like I'm in for a long waitIt took over an hour for the
    decorated wagons to make their way past her; her teeth were
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    paper flowers around the wagon's sides were soggy, but still bright
    And "Kennedy's Emporium" in silver gilt tinsel shone clearly through
    the rain drops caught in itThe big barrels labelled "flour," sugar,"
    cornmeal,"
    "molasses,"
    "coffee,"
    "salt" were empty, she knew, so no
    damage was done there
    And the tin rolex daytona cosmograph washtubs and washboards wouldn't rustThe iron kettles
    were damaged anyhow; she'd glued paper flowers over the dentsThe
    only dead loss was the wooden-handled toolsEven the lengths of
    fabric that she'd draped so artistically over a stretch of chicken wire
    could be salvaged for the penny bargain binIf only anybody had
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    impressedShe hunched her shoulders and made a face at the last
    wagonIt was surrounded by dozens of shouting, capering children
    A man in a parti-colored elf costume was throwing candy right and
    left
    Scarlett peered at the name on the sign above his head Willie kept talking about this new store at Five Points
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    losing
    some customersFiddle-dee-dee, Scarlett thought with contempt
    Rich's won't stay in business long enough to do me any harmCutting
    prices and throwing away merchandise is not any way to be successful
    in
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    10:02 am
    @@@@@The explosion was powerful and yet empty
    @@@@@The explosion was powerful and yet empty like a blast that collapses windowpanesAfter a moment, the echoes ceased
    Croft tensed himself and listened to the sounds from across the riverThere was the quiet furtive noise of men retreating into the jungle"GIVE 'EM A VOLLEY!" he shouted
    All the men in recon began to fire again, and Croft raked the jungle for a minute in short burstsHe could hear Wilson's machine gun pounding steadily"I guess we gave 'em something," Croft told GallagherThe flare was going out, and Croft stood up"Who was hit?" he shouted
    "Bad?" Croft asked
    "I'm okay," Toglio whispered"I got a bullet in my elbow
    "Can you wait till morning?"
    There was silence for a moment, then Toglio answered weakly, "Yeah, I'll be okay
    Croft got out of his hole"I'm coming down," he announced He walked along the path until he reached ToglioRed and Goldstein were kneeling beside him, and Croft spoke to them in a low voice"Pass this on," he said"We're all gonna stay in our holes until mornin'I don't think they'll be back tonight, but you cain't tellAnd no one is gonna fall asleepThey's only about an hour till dawn, so you ain't got nothin' to piss about
    "I wouldn't go to sleep anyway," Goldstein breathed"What a way to wake
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    12:43 pm
    @@@@@ “So he laid it on me, Carlos laid it on
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    “So he laid it on me, Carlos laid it on me!”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    204
    “He’s an ingenious fucker, I’ll say that for himYou come after him and he uses a contract that
    freezes you in Paris
    “Then we turn it around!”
    “What the hell are you talking about? You get out!”
    “No wayWhile he thinks I’m running, hiding, evading—I’m walking right into his nest
    “You’re nuts! You get out while we can still get you out!”
    “No, I stay inNumber one, he figures I have to in order to reach him, but, as you say, he’s
    locked me in iceHe thinks that after all these years I’ll panic in my fashion and make stupid
    moves—God knows I made enough on Tranquility—but so stupid here that his army of old men
    will find me by looking in the right places and knowing what to look forChrist, he’s good! Shake
    the bastard up so he’ll make a mistakeI know the way he thinks and I’ll
    outthink himI’ll stay on course, no prolonged safe cave for me
    “Cave? What cave?”
    “A figure of speech, forget itI was in place before the news of Teagarten
    “You’re not okay, you’re a fruitcake! Get out!”
    “Sorry, Saint Alex, this is exactly where I want to beI’m going after the Jackal
    “Well, maybe I can move you off that place you’re clinging toI spoke to Marie a couple of
    hours agoGuess what, you aging Neanderthal? She’s flying to Paris
    “She can’t!”
    “That’s what I said, but she wasn’t in a listening modeShe said she knew all the places you and
    she used when you were running from us thirteen years agoThat you’d use them againBut she mustn’t!”
    “Tell her, not me
    “What’s the Tranquility number? I’ve been afraid to call her—to be honest, I’ve tried like hell to
    put her and the kids out of my mind
    “That’s the most reasonable statement you’ve made Conklin recited the 809 area
    code number, and the instant he had done so, Bourne slammed down the phone
    Frantically, Jason went through the agonizing process of relaying destination and credit card
    numbers, accompanied by the beeps and stutters of an overseas call to the Caribbean, and, finally,
    after subduing some idiot at the front desk of Tranquility Inn, got through to his brother-in-l
    10:02 am
    @@@@@She was at the woodpile, with the coal bin
    @@@@@She was at the woodpile, with the
    coal bin immediately beside itIt was exactly where she'd set out to
    goThe iron door of the stove closed on the renewed flames with a
    loud noise that made Mammy stir in her bedScarlett hurried across
    to
    pull the quilts up againMammy squinted through her pain at Scarlett
    "You got a dirty face-and hands, too," she grumbled in a weak voice
    "I know," said Scarlett, "I'll wash them right this minute
    Before the old woman drifted away, Scarlett kissed her forehead
    "No need to tell me what I knows already Mammy slid into sleep,
    escaping from pain"Yes there is a need," Scarlett told herShe
    knew Mammy couldn't hear her, but she spoke aloud anyhow, half to
    herself"There's all kinds of needI never told Melanie, and I
    didn't tell Scarlett until it was too late
    I never took the time to know I loved them, or you eitherAt least
    with you I won't make the mistake I did with them Scarlett stared
    down at the skull-like face of the dying old woman"I love you,
    Mammy," she whispered"What's going to become of me when I don't
    have
    you to love me?" poked sideways around the cracked-open door to
    the
    sickroom"Miss Scarlett, Mister Will he say for me to come sit with
    Mammy whilst you eat some breakfastDelilah say you going wear
    yourself out with all the nursing, and she done fix you a fine big
    slice of ham with gravy for your grits
    "Where's the beef broth for Mammy?" Scarlett asked urgently
    "Delilah
    knows she's supposed to bring warm broth first thing in the morning
    "I got it right here in my hand Prissy elbowed the door open, a tray
    in front of
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    12:35 pm
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    That's what I'd tell myself, but I didn't tell
    Ilse
    A little farther each day, stamping out footprints
    behind meBy the time Santa Claus showed up at
    the Beneva Road Mall, where Jack Cantori sometimes
    took me shopping, I realized an amazing thing: all
    my southbound footprints were clearThe right
    sneaker-print didn't start to drag and blur until
    I was on my way back
    Exercise becomes addictive, and rainy days gucci bookbag didn't
    put a stop to mineThe second floor of Big Pink
    was one large roomThere was an industrialstrength
    rose-colored carpet on the floor and a
    huge window facing the Gulf of MexicoThere was
    nothing elseJack suggested that I make a list of
    furniture I wanted up there, and said he'd get it
    from the same rental place where he'd gotten the
    downstairs stuffassuming the downstairs stuff
    was all rightI assured him it was fine, but louis vuitton pink said
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    104
    the emptiness of that roomIt called to my
    imaginationWhat I wanted, I said, was three
    things: a plain straight-backed chair, an artist's
    easel, and a Cybex treadmillCould Jack provide
    those things? He could and did
    From then until the end it was the second floor
    for me when I wanted to draw or paint, and it was
    the second floor for exercise on days when chanel fake the
    weather closed inThe single straight-backed
    chair was the only real piece of furniture that
    ever lived up there during my tenure in Big Pink
    In any case, there weren't that many rainy days -
    not for nothing is Florida called the Sunshine
    StateAs my southward strolls grew longer, the
    speck or specks I'd seen on that first morning
    eventually resolved into two people - at least, on
    most days it was twoOne was in a wheelchair gucci fabric and
    wearing what I thought was a straw hatThe other
    pushed her, then sat beside herThey appeared on
    the beach around seven AMSometimes the one who
    could walk left the one in the wheelchair for a
    little while, only to come back with something
    that glittered in the early sunI suspected a
    coffee pot, a breakfast tray, or bothI further
    105
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    9:51 am
    @@@@@ Bourne moved his eyes to the doctor“How
    @@@@@ Bourne moved his eyes to the doctor“How damaged am I?”
    “Without X rays or seeing how you move—symptomatically, as it were—I can only give you a
    cursory judgment
    “Outside of the wound, I’d say primarily traumatic shock
    “Who says?” said the doctor, smiling kindly
    “I do and I’m not trying to be funnyThe body, not the headI’ll be the judge of the head
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    159
    “Is he a native?” asked the doctor, looking at the owner of Tranquility Inn“A white but older
    Ishmael? I’ll tell you he’s not a physician
    “Answer him, pleaseThe bullet passed through the left side of your neck, missing by millimeters several
    vital spots that would certainly have rendered you voiceless and probably deadI’ve bathed the
    wound and sutured itYou’ll have difficulty moving your head for a while, but that’s only a
    superficial opinion of the damage
    “In short words, I’ve got a very stiff neck, but if I can walk
    “In shorter words, that’s about it
    “It was the flare that did it, after all,” said Jason softly, carefully moving his neck back over the
    pillow“It blinded him just enoughJacques leaned over the bedLet’s see how well I walk—symptomatically, that is Bourne slid off the bed,
    swinging his legs cautiously to the floor, shaking his head at his brother-in-law, who started to help
    himThis has got to be me on me He stood up, the inhibiting bandage around
    his throat progressively becoming more uncomfortableHe stepped forward, pained by the bruises
    on his thighs, but they were bruises—they were minorA hot bath would reduce the pain, and
    medication, extra-strength aspirin and liniment, would permit more normal mobilityIt was the
    goddamned dressing around his neck; it not only choked him but forced him to move his shoulders
    in order to look in any directi
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